Unadorned

I keep thinking that when I do not want to share even the topic of whatever I write with anyone on dis planet then why do I write? The entire humanity including friends mom sisso questions me more since the time I have been here, in Delhi. And i am like Why d hell should I tell you dude. Everybody does have a right to write privately or doesn’t she/he?
I love writing. I hate sharing it and finally decided to after hearing that endless string of taunts and comments from the world.
Okay I changed. I was hell confident  I’ll never but nothing with me happens according to me. Sounds dumb but this is this! Just completed my First year in DELHI. The reason lies in all those capitals in d sentence before. People adults parents oldies and all pray for their kids ,that they  dont change or indulge in bad before they leave for this city of terror ‘as they call it’. Relatives become extra attentive and siblings are on high alert-_-. Yeah that’s what I faced and its true.
Coming to me..d basics of me are same which includes being crazy  about shopping, crying so badly while talking to mom and not telling her the reason, d same possessive freak, over-emotional, and yeah this one’s my favourite- being disastrous and idiotic when my work’s not done nd making others the same :P. Lastly, I am STILL the best ‘child’ doing every possible kiddish stupid shitty harkat you have ever seen I bet. That’s what I am basically but things in my FIRST YEAR did change me. I am nt a believer in Love anymore. There’s nothing like True love. I was a hard core fan of those endless-love typo flicks but I am just the opposite now. Nobody loves you so much ,not even you yourself. I am an extremely private person (was already before) Now. I just share it with my diary named Pea ;).I dont go out with friends so much. I do whatever it takes to be very busy. All in all I just suck now. Everybody says I am different now changed now blah blah but who wants to? Do you? For better obviously but not for the worse. And I did for the latter. Yeah I am stronger now (mentally :P) constantly trying to show the harder self of mine in front of this universe but I am not. I cry alone because I dont want people to sympathise or be worried because of me., and I never wanted to since the time I lost my dad.
U know..some say that its you who decide your course and d set of events to take place in your life but I believe that’s in HIS hands or call it destiny. I faced so much in life but Mom says ‘I am HIS favourite child as He knows i can bear that much so he pours down all of that on me ‘ and this line inspires me the most in all odds. 😉

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